I most certainly do not mean the kind that you need figure out 'how low can you go'. My life is in limbo, which I cannot stand. By my nature, I'm a planner, I'm always planning or thinking of plan or implementing a plan. I have a hard time in a sense 'staying still', I want things to happen and really I'd like for them happen when I want them to happen. But right now I'm a state of limbo. Now Matt and I will be getting married in September but I'm not kidding when I say, I haven't made a move on the wedding. The reason for that is well, I'm a bit of procrastinator that's a bad habit but the other portion is we're figuring out when and where we're going to move. When I mean move, I don't mean make moves. I mean pack up and move. Matt would like for us to have a bigger place to live together but while I'm in limbo that can't happen. The reason that can't happen is because I'm waiting for information for a job I've been kinda, sorta interviewing for these last couple of months. I've been talking to the person over the position for the last couple of months but they couldn't give me a job because the job hadn't been posted or budgeted for. Now that things are completed, the job has been posted and I've applied and I am now waiting for a yah or nay! I wasn't promised anything but I was a leading candidate but that don't mean anything when the rubber hits the road and I'm not in the habit of counting my chickens before they've hatched either. So who knows but I'm just waiting, the whole application process started this week and I'm just in limbo. I'm really interested in this job and wanted to apply for it because it would be an opportunity for me to do the career change I've been wanting to do for so long, moving into the non-profit sector. I'm not actually moving because the job will come with a free place to live, I can't move until I interview then they make up their minds on whether they want to hire me or not. It also means until I figure out whether or not I have a full-time job instead of my now part-time teaching job, I'm not going to start putting any money down regarding wedding plans. A new full time job will totally change the budget in my household and for the better, so those plans are on hold for now. The wedding plans part, I'm not so worried about, our wedding is going to be such a small event, you barely need a plan. I could plan the whole wedding on a paper napkin and still have room. It's just that I can't stand this limbo thing I'm going through. I'm impatient and I'd just like move but the limbo won't last long and certainly not forever. I figure within a month or less, we'll be moving right along but the meantime I'm trying to woo-sah thing to get myself together. Come on everybody, breath with me, woo-sah or limbo! You choose.